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"Live as if you were to die tomorrow,
learn as if you were to live forever."

Mahatma Gandhi
"We look forward to the time when the power of love will replace the love of power. Then will our world know the blessings of peace."
William Gladstone

Wednesday, May 31st

Limbo


Feels like I am in limbo waiting for Thursday's big scan. I will have my 4th or 5th PET scan in a year (I suppose these things give you cancer) tomorrow. It has been a little over two months since my last one and I have not been on chemo during this time. My last visit with my Oncologist was for the results of the last scan. Though the tumor in my neck had grown a little, the ones in my lungs showed some "increased lucency." He felt that this was a good sign and attributed it to my second round of chemo and some newer drugs that I was on. He wanted to keep up treatments and really go after it. That's when I decided to take a "health break." He was not happy.

So the last two+ months I have been concentrating on alternative methods and the results of my effort are dependent on the outcome of tomorrow's scan. Not only is it important for my own life, it will also determine whether I go back on chemo and even try radiation. Those are not options that I am looking forward to. I much prefer trying to make myself as healthy as possible as opposed to drugging my cells to death.

So now I wait to see if the three weeks of treatment in Mexico, the vegetarian diet, the removal of all sugar & substitutes, the increased water intake, the 3 times a day - fist full of supplements, and the yoga have paid off. Stay tuned

Doug on 05.31.06 @ 08:39 AM PST [link]

Friday, May 26th

Attitude is Everything


My son Nick moped at the table the other day as I forced him to finish his homework. He wanted to be on his computer. Well, it wasn’t long before I blurted out, “And if that attitude doesn’t change, there will be no computer for a week!” So much for positive reinforcement and encouragement.

Of the lessons I have tried to teach Nick, I hope the one he learns best is that attitude is a choice. It was one of my college coaches that really drilled that into me and I finally got it. Besides making me happier, a positive outlook has brought me so much in the way of family, work and friends. Although cancer has certainly put it to the test.

Along with choosing your attitude comes choosing your response to a given situation or circumstance. This lesson took longer to learn. So often we feel like our reaction and response is beyond our control. Like it is a “way of being” that is just part of who we are.

Nick was born with an old soul and he has been through and understands far more than I did at his age. It took me until my twenties to learn these lessons and decide to change and I am still working on it. Aren’t we all?

Doug on 05.26.06 @ 11:35 AM PST [link]

Wednesday, May 24th

Moonlighting


If you like the blues (fits these days) and are looking for something to do this Friday night (5/26) in Walnut Creek, I will be playing music with a blues band. I get to play a little trumpet, harmonica, guitar, and sing as well. We will be performing with 2 other bands at Red House (www.redhouselive.com), 1667 Botelho Dr just after 7pm, $10 cover. Red House is off South California behind Petco, just past Baja Fresh & KFC. A handful of amateurs, but it should be fun and hopefully sound good.
crazy
Doug on 05.24.06 @ 12:27 PM PST [link]

Tuesday, May 23rd

What Really Did Happen in Mexico?


I think I am finally ready to explain the treatments I received during those three lost weeks south of the border. I headed down there without much knowledge of what was to happen and even what the place looked like. There are some 30+ clinics in Tijuana specializing in everything from dental care to plastic surgery. The BioCare Hospital has focused on chronic diseases for over 25 years. A lot of the patients I met were returning for yearly “tune-ups.”

Everyday, I was on an IV bag. They would alternate days with one day being nutrition and the other chelation (the removal of heavy metals). The nutrition bag lasted 12 hours and contained Glucose, Essential Fatty Acids, Laetrile (B17), DMSO, Trace Minerals, B Complex, Vitamin C (50 grams!), Amino Acids, Magnesium, Calcium & L-Carntine. The chelation bag lasted 6 hours and contained Hartman Solution (?), Vitamin C, Heparin (a blood thinner), L-Carnitine, Laetrile, B-Complex, Calcium, Magnesium, DMSO & Trace Minerals. I also mentioned before that we were on a strict vegetarian diet with a little organic chicken and fish once a week.

Live Cell Therapy: This was a injection into the big muscle about every 5 days. It is fetal animal cells, in this case calf. Does that mean I have a Dairy Derriere? This type of treatment has been around for nearly 40 years with great success in boosting the immune system and stabilizing body chemistry. If its good enough for Eisenhower and Churchill…

B-12 Shots: These were received every night. Athletes commonly take them to assist in muscle recovery. B-12 can be taken sublingually with a lozenge and is recommended for those suffering allergies this time of year.

Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy: I made a few visits to the chamber. Lying in this high-pressure environment for 30 minutes pushes oxygen into your cells. The boost of oxygen is a benefit to the cells and assists the immune system.

Digestive Enzymes: Before every meal they had me take a powder of beneficial bacteria. This is similar to acidophilus or yogurt culture. After every meal I took two products; Megaoxi which is Superoxide Dismutase, Vit. E, Selenium & Catalase and Novaenzyme which is a collection of digestive enzymes. I was sent home with these and continue to take them.

Thymus Injections: The Thymus is a gland in the center of your chest that weighs about a pound. This glad is responsible for T-Cell formation and white blood cell proliferation. It also can increase disease-fighting antibodies and decrease levels of allergy antibodies. The bad new is the thymus gland begins to shrink at age 20. The hospital sent home thymus tablets and monthly injections.

Coffee: This was only offered in the form of regular enemas. I declined.

Hyperthemia: This was the big procedure that they performed on me twice while I was there. Fever puts a high medabolic demand on your cells. Normal cells can handle it while cancer cells struggle and may even be killed by it. This procedure is described in an archived post here and titled, “You Give Me Fever.”
big grin
Doug on 05.23.06 @ 12:13 PM PST [link]

Sunday, May 21st

Water, Water Everywhere


“It is chronic unintentional dehydration that causes pain and disease, including cancer in the body” - - F. Batmanghelidj, M.D.

Dr. Lorraine Day, an expert in treating cancer by alternative means, states that diseases are caused by three things, improper diet, dehydration, and stress. I have blogged a lot about diet and a little about stress up to now, so lets talk about water. There is nothing more important to your body than getting enough water. At the cellular level it helps move food in and toxins out.

According to Dr. Batmanghelidj, to be at optimum health and to cure many ailments, you should drink ½ your body weight of water in ounces. So if you weigh 150lbs, you should be drinking 75 ounces of water a day. That’s about a gallon and a ¼ of water. (Naturally, spread that out over your waking hours).

OK, I can see some of you adding up in your heads the number of bathroom trips that will be. Well, since walking is the best exercise, you got two birds.

Watch out for the quality of your water as well. Tap water has too many things in it that are bad for you. By the way, here we go again on alcohol and caffeine. These are diuretics, so drinking 6 oz. requires 12 oz. of water to replace what they use. So your Diet Coke is causing you to go backwards (And that’s just the caffeine in there. Don’t get me started on the other stuff).

“I have seen water completely reverse conditions such as: Asthma. Angina. Hypertension. Migraine headaches. Arthritis pain. Back pain. Colitis pain and chronic constipation. Heartburn and hiatal hernia. Depression. Chronic fatigue syndrome. High cholesterol. Morning sickness. Overweight problems. Even heart problems needing bypass surgery.” - - F. Batmanghelidj, M.D.

Dr. Batman also recommends taking Celtic Sea Salt. Did you know that salt companies make most of their money by selling the minerals resulting from salt processing? They make the salt for our tables as clean as possible selling us what is essentially the useless part. Food companies like Kellogs fortifies their foods with the minerals removed from sea salt. So table salt is about 97.5% Sodium Chloride and 2.5% of chemicals from the processing that prevent water absorption and some iodine. Processed salt builds up in your organs because it is dead. Celtic Sea Salt is 84% Sodium Chloride and 16% charged minerals. This salt is charged and alive. The minerals will spark your digestive juices and help your food break down better. A major supplement given to all patients at the BioCare hospital was digestive enzymes. They feel it is imperative to curing cancer. So with your water intake it is also recommended that you also use a tea spoon of Celtic sea salt a day to flavor your food.

I'll drink to our health!

Doug on 05.21.06 @ 07:09 PM PST [link]

Thursday, May 18th

A 5-Step Approach Has Emerged


I woke this morning and realized that I am living a 5-step approach to cancer. Beyond these earthly efforts, whether I win this battle or not will be in God’s hands.

Step 1: Grief, Determination & Attitude
After getting the diagnosis and prognosis, we certainly have gone through the stages of grief. And we still do. But that has lead to a decision. How am I going to deal with this? Do I lie down and die, or fight? My decision to fight and my background in education lead me on a path of heavy research. Google, Amazon, and other sights have been worn out. My bookshelf is full. Coming into play also is the attitude I have carried through my life. I have always been a “half full” type of person.

Step 2: Diet
The more I read, the more I realized that I had to do a radical change of diet. Health books, cancer books and the blood type book all talked about the importance of diet and made me realize that mine had been wrong (for me). I dove into antioxidants, supplements and vitamins, switched to a vegetable heavy diet, cut all forms of sugar, alcohol and caffeine and increased my water intake.

Step 3: Immune System
This one was a given. Something went wrong with my immune system and I had to get it right. More than right, it is has to be supercharged if cancer is going to be killed. More research on this lead me to dedicate 3 weeks to the hospital in Mexico. They worked me over and have sent me home with a collection of supplements that hopefully moves my body in the right direction. It took years (apparently 6-8) to develop my colon tumor and it will take years to turn it around.

Step 4: Stress
Coming back to the house, kids and work after three weeks away, has caused me to realize that I was not handling the stress very well. It was heavier than I thought. I ignored it and buried it somewhere. Maybe in my stomach as they say that Scorpios tend to do. I have started using some relaxation tapes and decided to give yoga another try. The first few sessions felt good. Hopefully I can hang in there. I have always been an over achiever and need to force myself to back off.

Step 5: Exercise
OK, I haven’t gotten to this step yet, but its next. I used to be an athlete through college and I think my body needs a high level of exercise. Like most of us, as age increases, exercise seems to decrease and mine had dropped to low. I have read in several places that walking is the best. Historically man walked for miles each day. Besides the muscular and cardiovascular benefits, it is also great for the immune system and reducing stress. I will begin there and hopefully move to running, throwing in a little swimming and cycling as well.

This is what has evolved. Lets hope it works.

Doug on 05.18.06 @ 07:05 AM PST [link]

Wednesday, May 17th

What a Reception!


I went into work yesterday. As I drove in I thought, the afternoon before I had an IV bag hanging on me in Tijuana. Maybe it was the three weeks of relative isolation. But I was overwhelmed by the reception. So many people showed their love and support. I had no idea that there were that many readers of this blog. Thank you for making me feel so good. I think it was the “You look great!” comments that did it.

So many people shared that they had changed their diet or knew of an alternative resource I should look into. Lots of questions about what treatments they did and what I went through. I will work on going into more detail here about the various procedures, supplements, food, etc.

I want to thank the office again for the generous donations. During my last week away, when the family was feeling it, Jeanette received a package with a card signed by many and a generous collection of gift cards. Awesome place to work! Hopefully I can make it into the office a few times a week and looking forward to getting more work done. If everyone would just quit talking to me, I could be more productive. - - Kidding!

Doug on 05.17.06 @ 04:40 PM PST [link]

Tuesday, May 16th

Home! - with some results


Hey Everyone,

Got home last night and it is so great to be here. I can't believe how beautiful it is around the yard, with roses in bloom, etc. It was cool and industrial-like in Tijuana the whole 3 weeks. Awesome to be with my family and in my own bed as well.

I feel good physically. I have had trouble sleeping the last week or so. Hoped it would be better here but I was up last night and out of bed by 4:30 this morning. This will improve as the effects of treatment go away.

Speaking of which, one test they do is called, "Advanced Digital Microscopy and the Augusti Reticulo Endothelial Profile." Basically, they prick you finger and put a few drops on a microscope slide. The Dr. then puts a slide cover on it and smushes (another technical term) it pretty thin. Sliding it under a microscope, he increases magnification to 15,000 times. The image comes up on the computer screen, which he turns toward you. The image below is what I saw on the test during the first week.

blood2 (61k image)

These are red blood cells with a white one in there. There were two concerns here. In the open area you can see very thin lines. These are protiens and represent liver damage. The other problem is that the red blood cells are chained together - not good. Cell membranes carry a charge that cause them to repel each other. Free radical damage steals electrons causing charges to change and cells to attract. A chain of red blood cells is too big to get into the smaller capillaries so they can't carry oxygen to organs, etc.

Here is the image taken two days ago. The liver has improved and the red blood cells are looking better. The larger cells are white blood cells. You could see all cells moving around and activity within the center of the white cell.

blood2 (61k image)

There were a few different procedures and protocols they did that I will try to explain this week. It is great to be home and hopefully, on a road to better health.

Doug on 05.16.06 @ 06:18 AM PST [link]

Sunday, May 14th

Happy Mother's Day


She works her butt off for a major corporation in a manner she describes as, “drinking from a fire hose.” She raises two children. One struggles with homework and after still reading literature to him every night, she often wakes him at 6am to help him finish an assignment or cram for a test. The other child is autistic and requires more time, work, patience, and energy than anyone could possibly imagine. She runs the household in just about every way including finances and the scheduling all of us. Plus she does her best to squeeze a workout in almost daily.

And now, her husband has cancer.

Sometimes it is hard for her to stop the tears. I imagine it all must come crashing down on top of her. Frankly, It is truly amazing how well she keeps it all flowing. But she has an inner strength that has been forged through fire - a shell that can be hard to crack. Within, she is a tender woman with an incredibly quick and sharp sense of humor that she passed to our son. My heart glows the brightest when she laughs.

Thankfully, the one thing that is easy in our lives is our relationship. We have a great/natural time just being together and I love her with all my heart.

Happy Mother’s Day Jeanette

Doug on 05.14.06 @ 12:05 AM PST [link]

Thursday, May 11th

Doing Well


Hey Folks,

Just a short note to let everyone know I am feeling well. A little tired as my body tries to assimilate everything they are pumping in - or the toxins coming out. Sleep has been eratic but I hesitate to get on a routine of sleeping pills. Bought some Melatonin and that seems to work.

Things are wrapping up around here as they close the office on Sunday and I leave on Monday afternoon. So they are squeezing a few things in the next two days. I have a final full blood test, another Live Cell injection and a final blood check called Advanced Digital Microscopy. This last test is the one they did when I arrived. It showed a poor absorbtion of vitamin C, some free radical damage and a clumping of red blood cells (not too good). It will be great to compare the two.

The real test as to the success of all this will be my next PET scan scheduled for June 1st. I fantasize about documented improvements and a road to better health.

Otherwise, I am terribly home sick and miss Jeanette and the kids.

Doug on 05.11.06 @ 12:12 PM PST [link]

Wednesday, May 10th

Good-bye Little Pink Dot


For 30 years I have looked at that little pink dot with pride. Its just a neat opportunity to do something great for someone you don’t even know. What a potential gift. And now cancer has taken that opportunity away from me.

I am referring to the little organ donor dot on my driver’s license. I placed it on my first one with pride and it has been added to each subsequent card. Seems strange to take it off. Like saying goodbye to a future good deed. Perhaps, a loss of a little “car”ma.

Well, this gives me even more motivation to get rid of all signs of cancer in my body. If I can, and remain clean for years, maybe that little pink dot can come back.

Doug on 05.10.06 @ 09:57 AM PST [link]

Monday, May 8th

You Give Me Fever


I had mentioned earlier that Hyperthermia was one of the procedures they will be performing on me. I will go in today at 2:00pm for my second and final treatment of this process. I thought I would explain what they do. Last time, I went in at 2:00pm and didn’t wake until the next morning.

There were a total of three different doctors that either performed a physical or checked me over before the procedure. They wanted to make sure my lungs, heart and overall condition were good. Once cleared, I was ready to go into the surgical room and lay on the operating table. An IV is started and they begin anesthesia. They also administer a couple of steroids that keeps the brain from swelling (I don’t want to get a big head). Next, they hook me up to a computer that monitors my vitals and controls the blood machine.

Along your inner thigh are two major arteries. They tap into both of these with one being outflow and the other in. My blood is then circulated through the machine that begins to heat it. Slowly it is brought up to 108 degrees with the time and rate being controlled by the computer. This temperature is maintained for 60 to 90 minutes and then slowly brought back down.

The whole procedure takes about 5 hours. Afterwards, I am transferred to my bed where a nurse stays up and monitors my vitals throughout the night. I woke about 7:00am to see her smiling face.

A fever is our body’s response to viruses or abnormal proteins in the blood. Fever increases oxygen uptake and renders white blood cells more aggressive against bacteria, fungi or viruses. Normal cells can handle a fever and infected or cancer cells are weakened and die off because of the heat. Apparently, Hypocrites routinely buried patients in the desert sand to elevate their core body temperature in an attempt to cure disease. Different doctors over the past decades have seen tumors go into remission after the patient suffered a fever, both induced and naturally occurring.

Doug on 05.08.06 @ 11:25 AM PST [link]

Saturday, May 6th

Coffee & Life at the BioCare Hospital


Jeanette flew in yesterday and I couldn’t be happier. Big thanks to everyone who is watching the kids! You hve no idea how valuable you are. It is great to see J and just hang out for the weekend. I was able to rent out the apartment next door for the two nights. They just finished it and it is spacious and beautiful with diagonal hardwood floors, marble kitchen counters, stone bathroom (with Jacuzzi tub) and modern wall colors. It is also on the top floor with a view. Certainly a change from my little lonely room and hospital bed.

Here at BioCare, every other day I tote around a 1000ml bag of IV with “nutrition” in it. This big thing is supposed to drip over 12 hours. That means I have to drag an IV pole or carry the bag over my head whenever I move around. There are spare poles in all public areas of the hospital, like out in the gardens, patios, dining room, etc. In the doctor’s offices and bathrooms, they have hooks on chains hanging from the ceilings. Everyone here is on an IV of some kind most of the day. Today, I will have them remove mine for a couple hours so Jeanette and I can walk down to the mall. Can I bring you anything - leather goods, a sombrero, or a porcelain frog perhaps?

I have to apologize for the militant voice of my last post. Believe me, I tried to tone it down from the book I was referencing. Mr. Trudeau, from his insider position, drills over and over (with plenty of examples) that it is only about profits and money. The biggest reaction of my post seems to be the coffee enema recommendation. Most patients here are getting them regularly. Three of the books I have read say it is the first thing you should do and provide recipes. I am still trying to warm up to the idea.

Speaking of coffee, Jeanette has managed to officially kick her habit as of today (drinking that is). She has lived for, and worshiped Peet’s coffee for as long as I have known her. Her efforts were motivated by the book Eating Right 4 Your Blood Type. This book by Dr. Phil D’Adano has gathered quite a following. Each of the 4 blood types (A, B, AB & O) originally come from different parts of the world and should be on different diets. Certain foods are toxic to different individuals. For instance, coffee is OK for a type A but should be avoided for type O. You would not believe the research behind this book and the extensive list of foods. You can learn more from his web site www.dadamo.com or his book. Again, another resource that makes a lot of sense and forces us to think twice about what we are putting in our bodies.

PS – Thanks to all who post comments to this blog. I love reading your opinions and thoughts!

Doug on 05.06.06 @ 06:03 AM PST [link]

Thursday, May 4th

Getting and Staying Healthy


As part of my continuing quest to find out why I got cancer and to make sure I get healthy and stay that way, I just finished reading Kevin Trudeau’s book, “Natural Cures “They” Don’t Want You to Know About.” This has been a best seller and has raised a stir. If you don’t know of it, he talks a lot about exposing the circle of money, power and deceit that drives the pharmaceuticals, the FDA, FTC and Congress. He backs up his premise that these groups that we trust, are only concerned with the bottom line and that looks fatter if we as a nation stay sick & fat.

Much of his theory makes sense though it is hard to break our conditioning that the doctor and government know best. From infancy, we have received our immunizations, cough syrups, Tylenol, Bactiene, etc. If we have a headache or earache, we were told to take an aspirin. If we are in the sun, we are told to put on sun block. If we have diabetes we take insulin shots, and the list goes on and on. If you have cancer, naturally, you will go on chemotherapy. I estimate that my insurance company pays close to $100,000 a year for my treatments and doctors visits. Pharmaceuticals see multi-billion dollar profits that continue to rise. America is sicker than ever and business is booming. My Oncologist’s office has about 15 people working in it. Every single day they close from 12 – 2pm and a pharmaceutical sales rep caters lunch for the whole crew. The last time I was there, they were being served lunch from Pasta Primavera! That is a pretty special lunch out for people in my office.

No rate of sickness or disease in this country is decreasing. We have more cancer, diabetes, obesity, asthma, depression, MS, arthritis, ADD/ADHD, hepatitis, heart disease, severe migraines, and the list goes on. Billions of dollars put into research and drug company profits and we are not getting better. Kevin Trudeau believes that they want us to be sick – more money in it. His book also goes into why we are getting sick and how we can turn it around. Here is his list of his big six. I hope you find some health and light from knowing that you can do something. It is what keeps me going.

#1) Eliminate toxins that have built up in your body and try to avoid them in your system. Fish is great for you, but now they tell us not to eat more than one serving per week. If you knew the level of heavy metals, you would probably avoid them all together. Heavy metals are a serious toxin that our bodies cannot naturally release. Use must be treated with a chelation agent and that is considered alternative medicine and is difficult to get. Of course, our increased commutes cause us to suck more exhaust, our homes picked up some mold this wet winter. Your largest organ, the skin, absorbs quickly to other organs and we don’t hesitate to apply products that we trust are safe. Even our deodorant contains aluminum! I have decided to install a whole-house water filter system as the chlorine and other elements in our tap water are poisoning us. So we must do what we can to be aware of what is toxic and how to stay away. It is better to live with a few spiders than spray your house and property. Wear gloves and a mask when using household cleaning products or find ones that are much less toxic. Use air filtration systems for your home and switch out your filters for the heating and AC systems.

#2) Make sure your body’s toxin elimination systems are clean and working properly. I am now convinced that my colon was in a putrefied, disgusting condition that allowed a build up on the walls. Perfect breading grounds for a cell to mutate and also disrupted proper absorption of nutrients. There are several cleanses out there in various forms for your colon, liver, gallbladder, etc. Use a natural bristle brush to brush to your skin everyday. Drink water all the time. From the cellular level all the way through, your body needs to flush waste. You won’t want to hear this one, but one of the best things you can do for yourself is coffee enemas. I know, I know, but we are talking about saving lives here.

#3) Be sure you are getting enough of the right nutrition. Not only healthy organic foods, but vitamins, minerals, enzymes and cofactors. This hospital has tremendous pride in their kitchen and places a great importance on the nutrition of patients. They believe it is the key to our healing. I truly believe that fast-food is killing our nation. Do you know that a child’s Happy Meal in France has 1/3 the calories of ours. Also, stay away from grocery store fast food like microwavables, etc. These are nutritionally dead and packed with preservatives and other toxins. The worst things you can put in yourself is donuts and sodas.

#4) Reduce the amount of electromagnetic energy our bodies are exposed to. Of course, I write this with a wireless laptop in my lap, a cell phone at my side, my iPod in my ears and power lines overhead. There is growing research about the effects of all of the man-made electric “noise” we surround ourselves with. The animal kingdom did not evolve with this type of exposure. What is it doing to our cells? There are products out there that claim to neutralize the energy. I have am yet to research it further. Maybe reconsider the need for a wireless phone in your house or carrying your cell on your hip. Explore little things to be conscious of it and try and reduce it. A good excuse to get out for a walk.

#5) Reduce stress. Seems it is easier for me to become a vegetarian than it is to reduce stress. I have a ways to go on this one. Don’t we all? Many cancer patients have experienced some type of traumatic experience in their past. I know that raising our daughter has been especially challenging for Jeanette and me. Stress will increase your blood pressure, heart rate, breathing and oxygen need. Your organs and hormones get out of balance and your muscles tighten up. And there is not enough space to talk about the mental strain. Exercise is not in this list but could fit here. Long walks are one of the best things that you can do. A suggestion from the book that I will certainly try out is a recommendation to listen to a series of 3 CDs 20 minutes a day, created by Dr. Leonard Coldwell, a neuropathic doctor from Germany called U-Cure Power Break u-cure.com.

#6) Positive thoughts and positive prayers. Your “self talk” is so important. Make an effort to tell yourself positive things and convince yourself of your healthiness. Don’t be so hard on yourself and know that you are doing the best you can. And when you pray for others, and me, include yourself in that list.

Here is to your health!

Doug on 05.04.06 @ 12:09 PM PST [link]

Wednesday, May 3rd

Addicted


I never have considered myself to be one with an addictive personality. I have tried many things but found it easy to stop. (Jeanette will claim I am addicted to buying jackets, but that is more of a fetish and a whole different topic.) For a full week and a half, I have gone without. OK, I snuck a meager brief taste or tease here and there. So now I am confessing that I have a serious affliction (besides the “touch” of cancer).

I am addicted to the Internet. I crave everything about it!

I need to be on email, following what is happening at work and with friends and family. I need to get my RSS news feeds so I can read the latest on my interests. I need to have the Web’s library of information at my fingertips so I can research and read on any topic there is. I want to be able to go through image libraries. Now that I Blog, I have found that I even need to do that! I lay in this hospital bed at night and think, “I have to write that down.” And finally, I need to shop. Don’t you just love shopping with the Internet? I can research items, compare prices, purchase quickly, so addicting!

So my wonderful wife Jeanette, FedExed (verb) my laptop to my dad’s hotel in San Diego, and it arrived in my room this morning. All is well in the world and I am healed. God bless.

Doug on 05.03.06 @ 10:24 AM PST [link]



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