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"Live as if you were to die tomorrow,
learn as if you were to live forever."

Mahatma Gandhi
"We look forward to the time when the power of love will replace the love of power. Then will our world know the blessings of peace."
William Gladstone

Thursday, January 31st

Lightening It Up


rightI had a fellow teacher in Vienna, Austria while I was there who was the drama coach. He did a one-man routine while riding a stationary bike. He titled it “I Wonder” and he spent the hour pondering why things were. I don’t remember most of it. There were the usual ones like “Why do we drive on a Parkway and park on a Driveway?” And the unusual ones like why does the toilet paper on the wall have to come over the top of the roll?

Well I have a new one for him. I know all my naturally balding friends share the same question. You would think if the hair on top my head is going to fall out, at least the rest would. Why is it that the hair growing out of my ears, nose and the bushy eyebrows don’t follow suit? Oh, what I have to deal with!

My son’s teacher shared a few cute puns with him. Here is one I liked:
Gandhi, as you know walked barefoot most of the time, which produced calluses on his feet. He also ate very little, which made him rather frail, and, with his odd diet, he suffered from bad breath. So this made him a super callused fragile mystic hexed by halitosis.

Doug on 01.31.08 @ 09:12 AM PST [link] [No Comments]

Tuesday, January 29th

Years from Now


“A hundred years from now it will not matter what my bank account was, the sort of house I lived in, or the kind of car I drove

...but the world may be different because I was important in the life of a child.”

Forest E. Witcraft
Doug on 01.29.08 @ 01:29 PM PST [link] [3 Comments]

Monday, January 28th

Life Support


Yesterday I spend the whole day in bed. It was a combination of reasons. I didn’t have anything on the schedule and didn’t feel well enough to initiate any activities. Jeanette was a great nursemaid as she brought me meals and snacks. My lungs just seem to be getting worse. I get short of breath even when I am on my oxygen and find myself constantly dialing up the level on the tank. It has become my life support.

It is a strange realization to feel like you are on life support. When Jeanette and I put together our living will, I opted out of being kept on life-support if there was no way of turning my health around. So can they “pull the plug?”

I am paranoid that the power might go out in the house or that I might be driving and my valve will falter or my tank will run out. It is not in my character to be so helpless – so dependent.

I walked by the mirror yesterday and stopped to check if there was an optical illusion. Like one of those fun house mirrors, mine must be bent. I look so skinny. My weight is low but it hasn’t taken a big dip. Still, I stood there staring at an image that could have come from a concentration camp. I’m worried.

The nutritionist at Alta Bates stops by every couple weeks when I am getting treatment to check in with me. This past week she recommended that I add a nutrition supplement drink to my diet. Her researched points to a product called ResurgeX (http://www.resurgex.com/) that I have just ordered. We liked that it doesn’t have all of the High Fructose Corn Syrup that others have and gets its protein from Whey.

Through these “bumps”, I still hold faith that I can turn it around and things will improve.

Doug on 01.28.08 @ 04:48 PM PST [link] [3 Comments]

Friday, January 25th

What is that in my drain?


Since being on and off chemotherapy regimens since April 2005, I have taken solace in being able to say, “Well, at least I haven’t lost my hair.” Now it looks like that too is coming to an end. It is not coming out in clumps like you read in some cancer patients’ stories. Instead it is showing up as strands of hair in the bathtub, on the floor and on my pillow. I look at my shriveled self in the mirror and now I see a thinning dome.

As much as we try to think we are not so vain, it still holds us in a tight grip. How we look plays such a big role in how people react to us and even how we see ourselves. I now need to carry oxygen with me wherever I go. Out to dinner this week, many people stared, as it is an uncommon sight. In a theater, I am embarrassed by the noise my oxygen regulator makes. Often children ask me about it. Thankful I can still go out, though even these little trips are beginning to exhaust me.

So now I am adjusting to hair loss. I guess I hang in there until it starts to look thin and/or patchy and then shave it all off. It has been about 25 years since I last looked at myself with a bald head. I had trained hard in swimming to qualify for the state championships. Though I had shaved my body in the past for big meets, I decided to include my head this time. That experience is remembered as a positive as I broke a long-standing school record and qualified for All American. Maybe I could trade these lungs in for gills.

Doug on 01.25.08 @ 03:31 PM PST [link] [5 Comments]

Wednesday, January 23rd

Women Over 40


Valentine's Day is approaching and I am thinking more of my love and all the things she does for me. Here is a good tribute to all the women over 40 (or 50, or 60, ...).

by Andy Rooney

As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:

A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think.

If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting.

Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it.

Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated.

Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40.

Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart.

Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acting like one. You don't ever have to wonder where you stand with her.

Yes, we praise women over 40 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed, hot woman over 40, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year old waitress.

Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, 'Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?', here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage. Why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage!

Doug on 01.23.08 @ 08:33 AM PST [link] [6 Comments]

Sunday, January 20th

Antibiotics


I find it ironic that I am anti-drugs yet have agreed to have chemotherapy mainlined each week and am currently playing with a couple of different pain killers. My pantry looks like a pharmacy. In an attempt to shake this recent virus/illness, my doctors have had me on several antibiotics. The more we learn about antibiotics, the more they worry me. It is known that our culture’s widespread use of them has lead to what they are calling Super Bugs. These are a drug-resistant strain of viruses that kill hundreds of people each year. A new study shows that More than 90,000 Americans get potentially deadly infections each year from a drug-resistant staph "superbug," Claiming that Deaths tied to these infections may exceed those caused by AIDS.

Since a few days after Christmas, I have been on Amoxycilian, Levaquin and now Zithromax. Each of these one-week courses is trying to knock down the virus. I am hopeful that this recent round will do the trick. It will be good to get off of the antibiotics. Side effects can include stomach trouble, rashes, and oral thrush. I have been suffering from stomach pains and have increased my use of probiotics to help replenish the beneficial gut flora that the antibiotics wipe out.

Next, I need to figure out what to do about my increased arm pain. In the past few weeks, the pain down my arms has gotten worse. I am trying to manage it with brainpower and some pain pills, but may have to consider getting back on steroids. My breathing has also gotten much shallower and I am hopeful that this is because of the virus that has given me a heavy cough. My spirits continue to be fairly high as I wake up each morning happy to put my feet on the ground.

Doug on 01.20.08 @ 11:08 AM PST [link]

Tuesday, January 15th

More Laughter


There are lots of stories of people who have cured themselves with laugh therapy. Side effects include occasional uncontrollable snorting, pain in the side and danger drinking milk. There are stories of people doing comedy movie marathons. I have tried to watch more funny movies, TV shows and books and ease up on the heavier stuff. I must say that our new puppy has added more laughter to our house. He is really a sweet boy and we are really enjoying his lively spirit. We finally decided to name him Teddy, which seems to fit him well. He is a sweet teddy bear.

Because of my bronchial infection I have been held off chemotherapy since Christmas. I should be getting back to my treatment routine (weekly) on Thursday. The doctors felt that I should take a break from immune suppressant drugs while they had me on antibiotics. I have heard from a few people who have been fighting some bug that seems to hold on longer than normal. My breathing has gotten shallower and my coughing has increased and I have been frightened that it may be a progression of the cancer. Naturally, I am hopeful that it is the illness and I will get better. My brother seemed to have a similar ailment that even caused him to miss a day of work for the first time in 12 years. He too has had some difficulties breathing so I am hopeful the illness is to blame for some of my trouble.

So I am still focusing on my supplements that are pretty diverse. However, I have increased the use of immune system boosters such as Asian mushroom combinations and vitamin C. Tomorrow I finish my second round of antibiotics and hope that these together will help me got over this soon. In the meantime, I keep laughing.

Doug on 01.15.08 @ 10:06 PM PST [link]

Friday, January 11th

Pesticides


The Utne Reader (www.utne.com) recently released a list of the most and least pesticide-laden produce. When we shop for fruits and vegetables we try and buy organic. Sometimes it isn’t always possible. I posted a little while ago about the benefits of organic and the dangers of our pesticides and artificial fertilizers. We have hundreds of new ones each year and the ones we ban (DDT, etc.) are sold to other countries and come back to us on imported produce. This list will help in deciding which foods you really should buy organic and which ones you might get away with buying conventional.

Michael Polan, the author of The Omnivore’s Dilemma has just released a new book titled, In Defense of Food: An Eater’s Manifesto. During his interviews to market the book, he mentions that his main recommendation is to not eat anything that your great-great grandma wouldn’t recognize. Considering how quickly we are inventing new food (i.e. trans fats) and the number of new chemicals introduced each year, this is becoming a tougher recommendation to follow. Still, his advice brings us back to basic breads and pastas, fruits and vegetables and “clean” animal products.

12 most pesticide-contaminated produce (Only eat these as organic):

Peaches, Apples, Sweet Bell Peppers, Celery, Nectarines, Strawberries, Cherries, Lettuce, Grapes, Pears, Spinach, and Potatoes

12 least pesticide-contaminated produce (Safe to eat conventional):

Onions, Avocados, Frozen Sweet Corn, Pineapples, Mangoes, Frozen Peas, Asparagus, Kiwi, Bananas, Cabbage, Broccoli, and Eggplant

Doug on 01.11.08 @ 02:42 PM PST [link]

Tuesday, January 8th

Outsourcing Healthcare


I have mentioned before that our family has an excellent healthcare plan – thanks to Jeanette and her employer. We are insured by CIGNA and we opted for the more comprehensive plan. When I switched my care over to Alta Bates the plan checked over by their resident insurance reviewer. She said it is the best coverage she has seen. So I am very thankful for this gift.

Healthcare is a hot topic these days as the presidential candidates talk on issues that are affecting our general public. Americans spent $2 trillion on healthcare in 2006, which is about the same as what the world spent on petroleum. This is about twice as much as was spent per person by other wealthy countries. And we still have 50 million Americans uninsured! Even with this great expense, we are still not a top-ranking nation in longevity statistics. Twenty years ago, we were 11th in the world for life expectancy. Now we rank 42nd in the world behind Bosnia and Jordan. We are 28th in infant mortality statistics ranking behind countries such as Cuba and the Czech Republic.

As we know, healthcare costs continue to spiral upward. Businesses are spending large percentages of their employee costs on care plans. We are now seeing a trend where companies are offering employees cash to have their medical operations performed overseas. Kevin Miller of Louisiana was in a car accident and ended up with whiplash - a herniated disc. The quote to have his neck repaired was $90,000 out of his own uninsured pocket. Instead, he made his first ever trip overseas and went to Bangkok where he checked into the Bumrungrad Hospital with its marble-floors, liveried bellhops, fountains and restaurants and had the operation performed by US trained doctors for $10,000. This one clinic treated 55,000 Americans last year, a 30% increase over the year before. When I was getting treated in Mexico, there were loads of Americans from all over the country coming across the border each day to have dental work done and even plastic surgery. Countries such as India, Thailand, Singapore and Malaysia top the list of medical tourism destinations. We are even seeing companies like IndUShealth that are offering companies and individuals researched access to healthcare procedures in India.

American healthcare is huge business with huge profits and wealthy lobbyists. So many of our politicians are funded by the healthcare and drug industry that changing our broken system will be difficult. As costs rise and more employers can’t fund healthcare, we will see more medical tourism and access to prescription drugs overseas. Maybe if we took away healthcare benefits from congress? We are paying for them, aren’t we?

Doug on 01.08.08 @ 04:38 PM PST [link]

Sunday, January 6th

Life Partners


I guess it was the holiday break and a chance to spend time with couples. But I have been thinking about what goes into choosing a spouse. I remember dating various people and knowing quickly whether they were someone that I would be compatible with. I am guessing that it is a very primal instinct that drives the decision. What amazes me is how we look for such different people. Are we looking for our better half? Are we aware of our shortcomings so we are looking for someone to fill in the gaps? For instance, if I am terrible at organization, am I drawn to someone who is organized? Perhaps it is even more fundamental than that. If I am a giver, do I connect with someone who is needy? I am amazed by couples where the wife not only buys all his clothes but lays them out for him.

I was attracted to very independent women. Once they showed any sign of dependence or clinginess, I was out of there. I have always wondered why that is so. Jeanette is very strong and independent - sometimes too much so as she rarely leans on me for support or comfort. But I knew she was the one for me - and still is. Now that I am battling cancer, I wonder if somehow, my body knew all along that I would need to be with someone who could handle my illness and/or early demise. Consciously, this is certainly not the way I thought my life would play out.

There is a lot of time these days to think these things out. Our choices in life and what motivates them continue to interest me. I am always surprised by the variety, but then, that is the spice of life.

Doug on 01.06.08 @ 05:40 PM PST [link]

Friday, January 4th

Cold and Flu Season


As mentioned, the family headed down to San Diego for a week following Christmas. The day we arrived, I became so sick that I spent the night in an easy chair trying to help out my lungs. I have been struggling to breath lately but this was quite a turn for the worst. I began to cough up material that I will spare you from hearing about. Just amazed at what can reside in your lungs. The following day I checked into UCSD Med Center’s emergency room where they ran a blood test, strep throat test, chest x-ray and a chest CT scan. I checked in at 10am and didn’t get out until 8pm that day. The conclusion was that I must have some kind of respiratory infection and just needed some antibiotics. So began our vacation on the beach. We had a beautiful beach house on the Strand and it turned out to be as good a place as any to bundle up in a blanket and watch the waves and people go by.

I have been proud of the fact that I have not gotten sick over these past three years. Considering my condition and the number of times that I have been on chemotherapy, I have been doing pretty well. Chemo is notorious for lowering your white blood counts and for destroying your bone marrow that produces your red blood cells. It is truly an immune system depressant. I credit my supplements for keeping me healthy. Unfortunately, when I do get sick like this, I always wonder whether it is a progression of the disease or something I will eventually recover from and improve. I try to hold faith that I will improve and regain what quality of life I had but you never know. The alternative is a frightening proposition.

Yesterday I went in for a round of chemo and they decided to give me another week off. One of my drugs, Avastin, can cause bleeding in the lungs for lung cancer patients. Though my lung tumors are colon cancer, I have been bringing up blood so it is a concern. Still, I think I am on the road to recovery and am going out this evening to hear some live music. I hope all of you made it through the holiday season in good health.

Doug on 01.04.08 @ 05:48 PM PST [link]



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